Who is AhnyaLi? What is AhnyaLi? Perhaps, the reading of this will give us a glimpse…
I’m realizing AhnyaLi’s emergence has been in process since a transcendent experience at Casa Dom Inacio in the summer, 2017. (Some of y’all may remember, and—if you want your memory refreshed, post it in the comments ; >) It’s been a journey and continues to be with this particular piece–incoming AhnyaLi–beginning at the end of April, 2021, in a kundalini breath and meditation workshop. Following the guidance of the teacher, I breathed a balloon of felt pressure into each cervical vertebra while rolling the neck from chin resting on chest to upright…and then tipping the nose upward with an isometric contraction against all of the “air pressure” breathed into the vertebrae. In the full contraction pose (nose tilted up as high as possible,) I experienced an intense pain at the occiput and a blinding light that lasted less than a minute. Followed by dizziness and some nausea. Feeling the neck afterward, the tissue was swollen and inflamed. But, even more importantly—and, imho, a small miracle–the natural curve of the cervical vertebrae reasserted itself… a curve missing since the TBI during a head-on car collision in in 1983. I celebrated the return of an opening flow in the channel… not fully realizing the extent of what that meant…
Continue reading “Incoming AhnyaLi-a glimpse into multidimensional Awakening”
Do you ever ask yourself, “What is my life’s mission?” A worthy question in my humble opinion.
I ask myself on a regular basis. Sometimes, the answer seems very concrete–actionable, if you will. And, sometimes, it is etheric–seemingly abstract and intangible in the day-to-day of living. I asked myself again today.
I am recently returned from Abadiania, Brazil where I spent the week with John of God. Undergoing a spiritual surgery, I am in the middle of the forty day integration period. As my guide from this trip, Vinicius Turki (see Trips To John of God) reminded me, the “work” is done after the spiritual intervention–during this forty day cycle where my choices determine how much of the entity’s transmission is able to integrate into my being. Continue reading “Life’s Mission–John of God”
How cool would that be? Infinite bliss–heaven on earth, right? All good things in all ways throughout all time. I know that’s what I thought I was aspiring toward thirty some years ago when I was first introduced to the idea that I could create the experiences I wanted by focusing my mind to think the “right” thoughts.
And I was diligent. Dedicated. I wrote affirmations daily. I studied and researched the new age thought movement with passion. I visualized. I practiced care with the words I chose to speak. I even wrote my graduate thesis on how perception influences experience. I was a bona fide expert on the topic…but it didn’t stop my car (with me in it) from being rear-ended on an icy freeway that resulted in a head-on collision with a concrete wall the same week I submitted that thesis. All of those affirmations and all of that research didn’t stop me from developing a head injury and type 1 diabetes because of that car crash.
Still, that accident didn’t change my belief that–if I could alter circumstances with the power of my mind–I could live in a state of well-being and happiness that would create changeless perfection. Rather, my beliefs led me down a path of thinking I must have created the accident. That’s the other side of the logic in believing that I can create heaven on earth with my thoughts. And the belief that I created bad things happening to me while I was trying to create good things…well, that belief led me through years of attempting to figure out how to align myself with all good things even as I lived with sucky things (aka type 1 diabetes) and felt powerless to change them (aka type 1 diabetes.) Continue reading “Changeless Perfection–How Life Works”
It’s a residual grime – Shame. Sticky and heavy like a combination of quicksand and tar, laying like a film over our memories and experiences. I have yet to meet anyone who doesn’t know what I’m talking about, though I have come across many who pretend they bear no burden of shame.
And I know they do. We all do. Every one of us — at some point — knows the experience of feeling bad about something we’ve done or some aspect of how we look or who we are. It may be a slight embarrassment about a pimple or a regret for having spoken harshly in a moment of distress. It could be a habit or an inability to follow through on intentions or goals. No matter how small or insignificant in the moment, it is shame… and it accumulates in the psyche. Continue reading “Sharing Shame Away – Awakening”
When I went, recently, to Casa Dom Inacio to open myself deeper and wider to currents of awakening. I asked, in my first audience with Medium Joao, for a blending of my personality with my soul. (see: Day 3 Is A Spiritual Surgery Day) While I wasn’t sure what that would mean or look like in day-to-day living… I mean, how would I “know” what to expect?… it just felt right to request it at this point in my evolution.
Now — in hindsight — it is clear to me just how the request was answered. Let me describe it as one of the stories of my life… Continue reading “Visceral Faith – A New Awakening”
The culmination of a long adventure is on the horizon. During my first visit to Casa Dom Inacio and John of God in February, 2011, I felt a strong sense that I would experience a series of five visits before the end of 2012 to complete the process I was beginning during that trip. Now, it’s four trips later as the energies build for the final visit in this series at the end of December, 2012.
I look back over the last two years, and I stand in wonder at the all the ways my life changed. Continue reading “Abadiania On The Horizon – John of God”
What is the background “music” your mind plays? Have you ever noticed the commentary? Even more importantly, can you set consciously a mantra for the mind to repeat? These are questions for the awakening Being to ponder.
Because, it’s true — whether you realize it or not — the mind continually chats. And the topics upon which the mind dwells can be quite illuminating in terms of where our psyche tends to focus and what our beliefs are. Indeed, once we know the pattern of the chatter, we are well on the way to understanding the seemingly “unconscious” choices we make… which is only a few steps short of expanded consciousness.
See how that is? Continue reading “Qualities of an Awakened Mind – Awakening”
“Nothing is different, and everything is changed.” It’s a line from A Paul Simon song. And every time I hear it, the thought resonates through me like Truth.
The anticipation for BIG changes that will alter the course of civilization runs high these days. As I read the articles — both scientific and metaphysical — about the state of flux our world and environment is on the brink of experiencing, I wonder if we might be missing subtleties of what awakening is.
I recall the year 1999. Wayyyyy back then, it was the 2K electronic failure that surged in the news as the event that would bring our world into a new order as we grappled with the loss of a computer-run systems. Remember that? And then…nothing happened. Life went on with a chagrined chuckle. Continue reading “Nothing Is Different And Everything Is Changed – Awakening”
How many times have I thought: this isn’t the way I planned for this happen? More times than I can count. How many times did I resist an event or situation because it wasn’t going the way I wanted it to go? More times than I can calculate. Call it a confession if you will, but the truth is I am a rebel when it comes to change: I only like the changes I like, and the rest I refuse and refute as adamantly as a toddler balks at soggy spinach.
Of course, that doesn’t stop change. Change happens. Like the movement of water, always flowing to fill space, change is irrepressible. It may be possible to hold change at bay for awhile, but the pressure will build until the dam bursts and change breaks through… to evoke new, a different configurations to explore.
That’s what change is. It doesn’t care if it’s what we expect or if it’s what we desire. Continue reading “Surrender Into Awakening – Change is the Catalyst”
One way or another, change happens. Change, as some philosophers say, is the only constant I don’t know about you… but with 59 years on the planet, I’m still coming to terms with this.
Let go and let God. Easy for someone else to say about my Life. I’m the one with the vested interest, and the uncertainty that — by the very nature of change has to accompany it — tends to make me a little nervous. OK, nervous is a euphemism. Anxious. Change makes me anxious. There I said it. The changes I like are the changes in which I am control. Like changing what I eat for breakfast. That’s a change I can embrace easily because the “unknown” factors are manageable to the part of my mind that craves predictability.
However, evolution requires change. Continue reading “Welcome Change – It’s How Life Works”