I flew back to western civilization a little over a week ago. When friends asked me how it went, the first comment consistently out of my mouth was, “I spent a week without TV; without reading; without driving anywhere to do anything, and I was never once bored.
I can’t say for certain why – what it was about simple lifestyle and reflective focus that took me through a rabbit-hole into timeless Being. I can say the experience left me wanting more of the same.
Immanuel and the Casa staff emphasized ‘the process’. Not only, they said, should we allow 40 days from the time of a surgery for its impact to be evaluated.. but, also, it’s important to remember that the quality of the results are directly related to the amount of ‘personal work’ we do to clear the energetic attachments to negative or unhealthy patterns of thought and practice. For me, it’s been 10 days since surgery; and this is what I note:
I experience better than 70% less nerve pain in my legs from the fracture sites in my spine.
A couple of days ago, I ‘saw’ a new future path opening before me; one where I feel vital and alive and contributing to the Well-Being of all. Seeing this path and its possibilities in my mind’s eye released me from the pattern of what I thought my future was bound to be… and it feels VERY good!
I feel softer within. I feel less need to control circumstances and more ease to allow the best possible to emerge. My heart feels more open (and I had a pretty open heart before, so imagine that :P)
Am I still taking insulin? Yes. Is that ok with me? Yes, because all is well and the best possible always emerges in its own time; >) Do I believe in the possibility of all three physical concerns I brought before John of God being cleared and restored to vibrant, healthy tissues and functions? Absolutely!
Am I going back to visit John of God in Brazil? You know it. I made my reservation the day after we arrived home to return in December, 2011. For me, the experiences at the Casa were powerfully Light-filled, and I am eager to continue in the process of integrating the Light into All I Am. Blessed Be!
I would love to hear your comments, and – if you have questions – I will do my best to answer them.
Thank you. I love you.
Well-being, aliveness, softening. Your observations make my heart sing especially when you said this”…new future path opening before me; one where I feel vital and alive and contributing to the Well-Being of all.”
Thank you!
Shannon, the way you write “well-being, aliveness, softening”… makes me feel like I won the jackpot already!
Hey bunny ears!- Thank you for sharing this incredible experience/adventure. I reached to try to imagine and feel with your great descriptions. Oh all the possibilities you opened up, just to think about. It’s incredibly exciting. The biggest part for me was hearing that there were any physical thingies at all going on with you. (At our freezing ocean water Melbourne Sea Lion wet suit swim, you seemed picture perfect complete health… anybody that could survive the sub zero feeling conditions…. well… I had no idea. For a while I thought, maybe you had a twin sister?…)
I loved reading about your interactions with the energy feelings and your imagination and all the differences and variety. Its all such wonderful huggy language from source through you. It also sounds like all sorts of neat stuff is unfolding and will continue to surprise… I love the path image. I want that one for me for sure…
My only concern (joke) is if you get any happier and feeling better, holy cow, with all the new animal voices it could be wild and crazy and laugh myself to pass out. Hiway to the danger zone …of Joy beyond birds.
Thanks for all this writing and sharing. You are so inspiring me.
Lilly, I forgot to mention the spontaneous emergence of talking animals all around me 😛 That’s just how much you inspire me; >)
just want to say I love the bunny ears 🙂
Fun things happen when you go down the rabbit hole 😛
I just want to say again what a wonderful experience this has been to follow you as you continue your journey to full healing and an abundance of well-being and energy. Your story has always been inspirational and yet, it just keeps getting better and better! I need to remind myself when I’m having moments of self-doubt, self-recrimination, “pity-party” days…that it IS possible to stay on the happy side of the street and know that all is well and all will continue to be well. Thank you for being you…and for sharing the gift of you with all of us. 🙂
Hugs,
Diana
It’s all about that internal compass, Diana.. set it ‘happy side of the street’ and you’ll always find your way back; >)